Love, Work

Alright boys and girls heres somethings you need to know. I work at a local day camp that is until this morning when I gave them my 2 weeks notice. Any way This morning we had a women come in and drop off her daughter. Now I have spoken to this women many a time and she has always been very pleasent to me and my staff. however last night when her husband picked up her daughter he claimed to have seen my self and a member of my staff acting in a inapproprete manner in front of th children. This is Bull, if any one knows how to act and when to act it is me. however this mother did not comfront myself the man incharge of day to day opperations she went striaght to to director of the enitre country club. he then phoned my boss who called me and the young lady involved in. we came in expecting that this was just a run of the mill meeting. we were wrong. The young women and my self are very close personal friends and have been seeing each other socialy for the past 3 weeks we did not want any of the co workers around us to think that I was playing favorites or that she was just trying to get better pay. so anyway we were given the right act about how to behave in front of children, We sat there and smiled and agreed and said nothing to contridict what was being said. We then informed them of what was happening in our lives and that we have been seeing each other for about a month. they laughed and said just keep it proffesional. we had no roblems with doing that. however at the meeting I could not help but wonder what we had done wrong, I do not remeber kissing her or touching her in a manner that I should not have in front of children. So I asked, this complaint was issued because she was holding my hand as we walked back to the tent from aquatics.

You see My only point is maybe she was just a close friend who need to be comforted or maybe she was playing around. I have this strange feeling that people just need to lighten up. If this man feels so uncomfortable looking at 2 people who care enough to show then how does he show his wife love or his children? Now I know love is a strong word God knows I am not really sure what love is, but I like to think it is knowing that you like someone enough that you dont care who knows it and they feel the same way.

The mans wife Came in today to pick up their child and I could not help but wonder if he thought holding hands in front of children for but a brief period of time was inaproprette then when was the last time he said a kind and loving word to his wife?

So all I am getting at is that if you have someone that you like enough to think that you love them then say and show it. because if you say it, it is nice but if you show it well That is just the icing on the cake.

My new sister.

I know that there are very few people who read this blog but it is just a way for me to speak my mind.

I would like to talk about my parents today. you see I am the oldest child of six. I am going to college and getting ready to take flight adn become a productive member of the world. my youngest brother is a sophmore in highschool and is loving it. he is playing football next yr and wants to go to college in Phili. Then I havemy sisters, first is aynsley she is a swimming manica. she wants to swim for university of gorgia which I guess is big, and Hope she wants to be a proffesional violinist. and go to julirad. then the smallest of us all for now is lark she is three yrs old and is a running terror but we love her. she wants to be dora the explore when she grows. So now my parents are getting on a plane for Hong Kong tomorrow to get my youngest sister.

you see my parents have so much love for there children now that they decied why not share with a child who does not get any at all. If every person would just show half as much love has they did I think they world would be that much of a better place.

Love you guys

Animal Science

Alright I am in my second year of college in Durango. and I am taking a class that is really cool and really fun. But today We went to Sunnyside meat proscessing plant and watches to sheep give there lives so that we could eat them. Now I will let you know that tis did not bother me a great deal. the person in the class it did bother is friend of mine I will refire to as Shyhawk 1 he is a very big guy and is a wide recevier on the football team. He is a great guy but had no idea what was going to happen and ending up stadning with his face in the coner and saying that he was never going to eat sheep again.

anyway, The whole thing was very interesting the way the kill the animal and they way the gut it it was all very interesting.

Draining the Lizard.

Ok so I am was driving home form durango where i live during the school year and I had to get up really early and check out cause My school housing sucks. Anyway, I drank about 6 Mountain Dews and 2 six packs of these drinks called Vault. I had never had them before and WOW those things are AMMMMazing, anyway I was drinving back and came to the consturction on wolf creek pass and i had to wait for like an hour and half but as i sat there waiting within the first five minutes I had to go and to make things worse there was a waterfall beside me. So I sat there holding really hard this piss in. so I got going and I did not need to go again. So I was haulin balls home going between 90-95 on I-25 and got about 45 minutes outside pueblo and I had to go bad. By this time I had, had another three DEWS. I was on a roll. So I pull of and start draining the lizard. I then here the one sound that would make a grown man .....well Pee himself . There is not one but 2 state troopers behind ma and are walking up on me. So I have no control over what is happening in the lower half off my body and they tell me to turn around I say sir I am taking a leak the say do it So I do and the girl trooper starts to laugh so hard and the older man tells me to put it away I have no control So I do a force piss which hurts alittle bit and pu it away. The officer says that they have been following me for about and hour and I say crap here comes he ticket. I tell them that I am sorry but I have been up since about 7 o'clokc this moring and am just trying to get home. I told them the resaon I was moving so fast is because I wastrying to get to peublo before I stopped and peed but could not make it. I showed them the bottles of dew and vualt that now covered the passenger side floor and they told me because The roads where not to busy and that I had enough eviedince proving I had to go that they where just going to issue me a verbal warning. I was lets just say relived.

Home

Well the end of my first year of college has come I have moved out of my dorm room and am writing my first post to you from my bedroom in Colorado Springs. As i write this post I was going to tell you about the amount of traffic i had to put up with to get home or tell you how for half of the trip I followed a large truck that was carring a large tank. Then I came to this one thought Home what is home Is it where you sleep at night. If that is the case then I have a lot of homes. I have a home in Durango, Washington, Idaho, Texas, New Mexico. I have a home in every state, or is it where your things are well the smae case. I have come to the conclusion tha home is not where it is how. Home is when you walk in the door and have no problems taking your shoes off or leaving them on and putting your feet on the table and just relaxing I think home is a place when you come in you are automaticlly welcomed and no one asks you why you are there.
The reason I say this is because I just came home and I have to say it feels great no having to worry about anything and I can eat good food again. But The first thing that happened to me when i came in was My little sister ran up to me and gave me huge hug and said HI. Then my mom did the same thing. My dad already had the one meal I had been craving done and out of the grill CHill DOGS MMMMM. I sat down and we had dinner like nothing had changed.
If there is sucha thing has Heaven on earth this is my heaven sitting down with my family and eating my favorite meal. With Dora the Explorer on in the background to keep my baby sister from driving us all crazy, my little brother talking about nothing but video games, My parents listening and trying to get into the whole video game thing, both of my sisters wanting me to takeing them to the mall tomorrow and me justing wanting to eat my Hot Dog.

Things I wish I could do

Today Nothing happened and I am so happy about this As I am sitting here I can not help but notice that the campus is very quite tonight. It is a strange feeling you see for the first time since I have been here This night is the quitest it has ever been and you know what I love it. As the school year starts to come to an end I am realixing that I am about to finish up my first year of college and I only have three years of this left. I have never thought this through untill this moring as I sat down in front of a really bad omlete I sat and i realized that there is stuff that i thought I wanted to do in school and things that I want to do. I have to admit that I wanted to go to spring break in cancun but now I sit back and realize that My have been a mistake and what i really want to do is back pack in Zion National Forest And go to europe for three weeks over christmas break I want to go snowboarding in Alaska Which is where I am originally From and then the one thing that i really hope that I a do is find My future wife someone that I can live and love for the rest of my life.
Those are the things i want to do in my college life and I hope I can do them

Anyway if this post sounds like I am rambaling It is because I have been up for about 19 Hours and are ready to call it a night but still have stuff to do.

anyway I will talk to you guys later

I Hate Crappy Weather

Ok so spring break is over and it is time to go home. When the saturday before I left I heard that there was a huge snow storm that had dumped about 2 feet of snow On the mountian pass that I to drive over to get home. This pass is goes by the name WOLF CREEK PASS. This pass is really steep and kinda scary road. Anyway me and my 2 friends that i was giving a ride back to school left The Colorado Springs area at about 10 o'clock in the morning. so that put us at the pass at about 1 o'clock and when we got there we found out that the pass had been closed and would not open untill about noon on monday. well the problem with this is we had classes monday morning. So to make a long story short we indeeded up driving to new mexico to stay the night with my Grandma. Both of my friends hit it of with her and before we knew it she was making us change ligh bulbs and then we went to sleep.

any way I missed all of my classes trying to get to Durango and my friends missed most of theirs. anyway I have to say that I would love if the weather would give me aweeks notice when it deciededs to do something like that because it screwed my whole week up.